I almost forgot today is my bday
Funny how you always remember it before but on the right day you never get it :))
And because my mom kept asking me what I want...
Well, I have all I need for now but what I really want no one can grant for me though:
- I wish that a lot of people will vote for Nakeru Basho
or Mushi no Ballad
in next AX!
Hahha, I don't have the right to say this because I can't even buy the single. But after all that happened to Sayaka, having one of those two songs up high in AX rank will kinda boost her confidence I guess ^^
Seriously, I have this respect for her that I rarely have for any entertainment idol or even any real person I know in real life. The kind of person who have a big and beautiful heart, she's just that amazing. And such a person deserves to have more love from the world!!!
- I wish that coolncute
will get a job soon
Well, honestly and selfishly speaking, I kinda hope that you won't get a job that soon because once you get a job, our dream won't be the same anymore, to some extent. But on the other hand I understand how it feels to always live rely on others' love and be this useless. It's kinda painful when we can't do anything and always follow the road set for us.
When I said: "After 3 years, if we still don't have anything, let's throw away everything behind and start from 0 again together!" I already know that it won't happen somehow even for me.
But rather than
"Let's be together forever"
I really wish
"You can be happy on your own"
- I wish that I can be more responsible
Really, even I get annoyed with myself. I seriously lack any sense of responsibility o(>.<)o
I refuse to take part in any kind of activity that require me to be responsible for any person other than me =.=
I even refuse to be in any kind of relationship that I need to be responsible for. I remember once I said to my friends "I'm that kind of person so don't ask me to be responsible as a friend. I just do what I want to do, I won't do anything that I have to. If you're okay with it, then let's be friend. Or else I won't get mad at you for stop being my friend."
And to such a selfish person like me, being loved and supported by many people around, I feel like I'm one of the luckiest person in this world.
- I wish for world peace ^^
Because I maybe this isolated and heartless all the time but I do love human a lot that I can't stand any kind of unfair that caused by human to human. Seriously guys, why can't we all live with LOVE
That's my wishlist for a 22th Libra birthday (^^)v
I'm clearly aware that I've come this far in life is based purely on luck and others love for me.
It's not a bad thing though.
I feel I'm so lucky in fact &hearts
But I also want to try more so that I can live on my own.
And not cause any trouble for people around.
Well, just wish =P
Bamboo, stop being a 12-year-old-kid and be a little bit more 22-year-old-girl!!!
Happy birthday to you Bamboo
You're annoying but after all, I love you &hearts